. DAN . ع١٥٧ .

Friday, March 26, 2010,

Im going to say it simple.

I did badly for my year 2 overall.

I failed my maths.

I really wasnt thinking seriously about maths that time.

Went to school for two things just now.

An urgent meeting with the HOD of Language blablabla dunoewat

because of some grading misunderstanding for my group mates.

The matter got 'less' complicated after that.

They have to repeat.

But I feel how sad they are.

Appealed for a re-marking of my paper.

I prayed to God that they will approve it and give me a passing grade.

*Insyaallah, amin*

I feel different today.

After prayers, I got a sense of calm.

But I have to get myself ready.

I know its like a tiny chance things will pull through.

I have to prepare to take this one more chance to strive.

I can't let my parents down.

I won't let myself down either.

9:13 PM

Monday, March 22, 2010,

Saigo no kisu wa

tabako no flavor ga shita

nigakute setsunai kaori

ashita no imagoro niwa

anata wa dokoni irundaro

dare wo omotterundarou

You will always gonna be my love

itsuka darekato mata koini ochitemo

I'll remember to love

You taught me how

You will always gonna be the one

ima wa mada kanashii love song

atarashii uta utaerumade

Tachidomaru jikanga

Ugokidasouto shiteru

wasuretakunaikotobakari

ashita no imagoro niwa

watashi wa kitto naiteru

anato wo omotterundarou

You will always be inside my heart

itsumo anata dakeno basho ga arukara

I hope that I have a place in

your heart too

Now and forever you are still the one

ima wa mada kanashii love song

atarashii uta utaerumade

You will always gonna be my love

itsuka dareka to mato koini

ochitemo

I'll remember to love

You taught me how

you will always gonna be the one

mada kanashii love song

now and forever...

english version

Once in a while

You are in my mind

I think about the days that we had

And i dream that these would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

How I want here to be with you

Once more

You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one in my life

So true, I believe i can never find

Somebody like you

my first love

Once in awhile

Your are in my dreams

I can feel the your warm embrace

And I pray that it will all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

And how I want here to be with you

Once more

yah yah yah

You will always be inside my heart

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Please don't say no

Now and forever you are still the one

In my heart

So true, I believe I could never find

Somebody like you

My first love

oh oh

You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one

So true, I believe I could never find

Now and forever

9:02 PM

Wednesday, March 10, 2010,

Aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu.

11:04 PM

Tuesday, March 9, 2010,

People and their wishes.

Despite playing the 'hard-to-get' attitude

they just blissfully hide behind that wall.

The wall of a pathetic lie, a hypocrite.

Where else its obvious enough they really

are just a lonely bunch.

Expectations high in the clouds.

Aiming imaginative goals.

Just plain unrealistic.

Is that a smile of sincerity?

Oh wait, no.

Its a FVCKING plastic cover.

The true expression cowering in denial.

Grow up.

Better still, grow smart.

Are you comfortable being 'special'?

Or are you just whispering your

desire to just become the real You.

Speak out, be loud.

The message is sent.

Soaring out into the skies.

If there is where your goals are

then its where you should be going.

Who says fairy tales are just

scenes depicting our imagination?

Its real, because its your own.

To share or not to share, always

a choice.

Pair of catch-22, you grasp but hate

letting go of one.

Hold firm, until the time is right.

Life is short.

Phrases of many saying it is never enough.

Only because Living, is content.

How can you need someone but not have them?

Why should you chase someone if she/he is not worth even walking to?

When is it the right time to Ask someone despite the truth you are not ready?

What is love?

9:57 PM