Friday, January 15, 2010,
I just can't take my mind off this one..
But I can't let my guard down either..
What if its just another one that I recognise from the pasts..
What if history repeats itself and make me go through it all over again..
I was such a quiet one ever since before I know how it felt for the first time..
Lifted up my confidence to a point where if I fall then I'll fall deep..
"The first cut's the deepest."
To me every cut just kept growing more painful each time it comes..
Despite all my solitary defensive self being the outer wall..
This one had just only touched it lightly and left it crumbling down easily..
Special I guess..
The one and only that I won't even think twice..
Made me reckless..
Got me wanting for more..
Left me weak in my heart..
Telling it to skip a beat at every smile I see..
Pushing it to the edge when I go..
Are these words just a mere influence..
A trick of mind..
Yet feelings say the truth from within..
Maybe its only another episode of a small part of my life..
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I want to believe she's not just another..
But that she's my only other..
7:33 PM