Sunday, January 10, 2010,
Dear Blog,
Since today is just a day away from the big event of all affected sec school students i guess i should write about my time. I can still remember it vividly. Yet i know that i've intentionally tried to erase it from my memories. Of course its a big deal and all to most of us, but the thing is that mine isn't that glory. So ill land u in in the events right before the O's.
Ever loved someone so much that u would even do crazy things? Yes i have. Oh the times we had, long passed in history. I decided to be such a gentleman towards her. Treating her with everything i can. I'll accompany her to school every morning, even though it means that i have to wake up extra early around 5. I'll wait for her under her block and sometimes i get really nervous because its already late. Yea she tend to be late like, a lot of time. Haha. Still i wont care as long i get to spend my morning with her before school. That's the best thing to do and it does make my day. I know that is the same for her from her sexy smiles and glistening eyes when she comes to me while i'm waiting downstairs. A kiss from her really leaves me wanting more. Hehs. She's a very affectionate one, to me that is. We'll get on a bus by 7 and travel all the way to her school. A kiss to her hand and cheeks before the goodbye. By then it'll already be super late for me. Fortunately my school's nearby to her's. So ill rush off hoping that i could get past the security guard and prefects. Well, mostly ill get through after some "sweet talking". If not then ill get extra hours for detention. But it doesnt matter because my day is already lightened up by my love.
After school i'll usually hang around with my friends first then go to her. Then sometimes ill hav to send her home quickly because she needs to fetch her younger brother from the childcare. The we'll spend the rest of the day together studying, laughing, and a sharing session. Or we'll just hang out with either of our friends. But when my O levels come knocking on my door, things change a little.
The usual routine in the morning stays, only that if i were to be late i'll be doomed. Because who in the right mind will want to miss the O level examination papers? Well i know i wouldn't. She tried playing her part too by preparing to school quicker. But thing is, i will never go off first before her. So being in NCC with some extra fitness does help. Sprinting to school after the kiss is very worth it. But the bad thing is, it'll usually be raining !! So sometimes i'll arrive being wet and all. Then somehow i found some time to dry myself a bit and redo my hair. AHAHHAS. But thank god that i didnt even missed one of the papers. But i did started late for my maths paper. So yea.
I know i have a choice to make during that time. But i chose my girl before me. So let's fast-forward to the results day.
... Me and some of my classmates were instructed to be detained outside the school hall because of some reasons. Many of us have different colors on our hair, wearing improper attire (me), and due to some other reasons that i dont know. So we only get to receive our result slips after the main events in the hall.
Relieved? Yes.
Happy? Maybe.
Disappointed? You think .. ?
Hahs .. because i knew i could have done better for my POA.
Straight A's during sec 3.
Sec 4, flunked a lot.
So i guess maybe i deserve this. Sacrifices for love? That's my story of my ending of sec school life.
But, alhamdullilah i got into Singapore Polytechnic.
Rumours going that my course is being treated with higher 'respect' this year.
So yea, im kinda proud.
~ "There's always a choice." ~
2:16 PM
