Monday, May 25, 2009,
they say its 'part & parcel' of life ..
if one doesnt work out
means its an opportunity for another ..
if its true, den why hasnt MY "opportunity"
opened for me?
its been long ..
almost a year already ..
yea ive met a few ..
no ..
a lot actually ..
but none has ever left me
wif butterflies in my tummie ..
the excited feeling wen we're together ..
not one of them made me
skipped a heartbeat everytime they smile ..
maybe its true ..
it might just be true tt im not made for
this ..
this wonderful thing called LOVE ..
i spend my days pretending
tt someday i'll find her ..
tt someday, somewhere we jst
happen to see each other ..
and everyday the hope
slowly fade away ..
it wasnt like this before ..
oh yes honestly i rili miss my past ..
through ups and downs i still remember
tt me and her help each other to pull through ..
those were the times tt everyday
is the Present ..
my friends asked about me ..
why havent i found her ..
my answer keep repeating
"I'll find her soon .."
but i noe
deep inside tt it wont be true ..
or worse ..
it isnt true at all ..
maybe ive given up ..
not just on tt hope ..
but on being in love again ..
so now ..
everyday i held two thoughts in
my mind everyday ..
one is tt how long am i to be
so naively pretend ill find her ..
another is tt will i find hapiness
even without her ..
my fate's sealed i guess ..
i wish it could have been written
in another way .. however ..there's one who truly got me there ..
we might not noe much bout each other
and she's quite mean ..
guess who
maybe she's my angel afterall ..
afterall the days ive been avoiding others ..
maybe tts the path to me lead me to her ..
but it seems im scared tt im just
another nuisance to her ..
haiz ..
but i noe im falling for her ..
Honestly.
11:10 PM
